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Library [05/26]

Scout had woken Sam up way, way too early this morning, so Sam intended to have a lazy kind of day in the library today. He settled in at the computer with the biggest cup of coffee he could get from the Perk, and started running virus checks and updates to make sure everything was running as well as it could. It was kind of like cleaning, except that he got to sit and check his e-mail while he was doing it.

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"I do not sound like a girl," Sam said, rolling his eyes. "I sound like someone worried about your childish virtue."

"It's a bit late to be worried about that, don't you think?"

"It's not too late for me to want to make sure you didn't get screwed up as a kid," Sam said. "I guess that explains why you're so relaxed about sex though."

"You think that's it?" he asked. "I thought it was because I don't see the point in being uptight about something everybody else on the whole planet does."

"And you've had a lot longer to get used to it, and done it more often. I don't think anyone can be uptight about sex if they do it enough. Believe it or not, I'm actually less uptight about it than I used to be."

"You shouldn't have been uptight about it in the first place," Chuck said. "But that's not your fault, it's some weird society thing. I was just lucky enough to be born without any sense of shame. Or, well, I was born with it but I get a...let's just say I get a kick out of it."

Sam was dirty, but he wasn't quite that dirty. "What do you mean?" he asked.

"You're gonna think this is so wrong, I know," Chuck said. And, boy, did he love that. "But shame kind of, you know, turns me on."

Sam stared for a moment, trying to let that compute, but it just wasn't working. "You like it when people are ashamed of you?"

Chuck gave Sam a look that clearly said 'you are totally going to regret asking about this' because he totally was.

"I like it when people look at me like I should be ashamed about the things I do. Like, okay, when people think I'm slutty. I like that," Chuck said. "I mean, that's why I pick, uh, more dominant people to sleep with. They boss me around and kind of...you know...put me in my place."

Yeah, Sam was pretty sure he regretted asking, as he felt like he couldn't stop staring. "Oh. Oh," he said, trying to find words when all he could do was turn red. "I've, uh, read things like that, but I didn't think people actually...I didn't know you could actually feel that way."

"Why would stuff be written about it if people couldn't feel that way?" he asked, looking amused. "Wow, you are really red."

"Shut up," Sam said, putting his hand to one of his cheeks like that would help. "People write all kinds of stuff that isn't true. That's why the books are called fiction."

"Most fiction is based on some sort of reality," he said. "Why are you getting all embarrassed? It's my kink, not yours."

Sam looked away and mumbled, "'Cause now I'm thinking about it."

"I don't see how that's a bad thing."

"Because I shouldn't be thinking about it!" Sam insisted, before a new train of thought hit him. "You don't--have I ever--when I tell you I can't believe some of the stuff you've done, does it--you know?"

Chuck lifted an eyebrow. "Do you really want to know the answer to that question?"

Sam squirmed, before shaking his head. "No, I guess not."

"That's what I thought. It's not like you would have been a special snowflake in that case, anyway," Chuck said. "You'd be hard pressed to find someone that hasn't turned me on at one point or another."

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