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Library [Sunday, April 13]

Lee was of the mind that less was more today. So, he was currently propped up behind the desk, kicked back and staring at the ceiling. He'd shelved books last week, after all. He deserved a break.

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"I can't help it," Adah said, words catching in her tight throat again so that it came out as barely a drawl of a whisper. "I'm sorry..."

"Yeah." He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. "I don't know what to do. I don't know how to feel. I love you. I can't stop that but I don't know."

Quiet for a long moment, Adah finally offered, quietly, "Think about it. Know that I already trust and love you in a capacity greater than what I thought I was capable of, and that expect it perhaps a faulty choice of words. I'm afraid of being hurt, but I'm willing to allow you a shadow of a doubt. If I wasn't, I'd have put an end to things a long time ago. Think about it. If you want, if you care enough, we can talk about these issues I have, but not here. Not now. I can't do it here. I can't even trust myself, Lee; you...you have to understand that the fact that trust you like I do...which probably doesn't seem like much right now, but..."

"I want to," he said quietly, looking back at her. "I want to talk to you and I want to hear it. Not here, that's fine. I get that. But, I want to hear it."

Adah eyed the Eel carefully, quietly, decisively for a long moment before she gave a nod. "Excepting my early class tomorrow," she informed him, "I'll be in my room practically all day tomorrow, and Tuesday. Whenever you'd like, stop by..."

She wanted to remind him that her willingness to even talk with him about this at all was a sign of her trust, but, well...if she was going to start showing that she trusted him, she figured trusting him to be intelligent enough to realize that without her badgering him on it was as good a place as any to start.

"I don't have classes till Wednesday," he told her, crossing his arms tightly in front of him. "I'll stop by as soon as I can, I promise. I'll be there."

"Okay," Adah said, nodding slightly. "I...should probably just get to work then, now, I...I guess..."

"Wait a minute," he said and came around the desk so he could be closer to her. He stopped, unsure of himself just for a moment before he leaned down and kissed her cheek, lingering there for a minute. "I love you, I do. You just need to know that."

The Eel's approach had Adah's shoulders tightening; she let out a slow breath to help her get over it, and, when he leaned in and kissed her cheek, she lightly closed her eyes. Her head tilted toward him as he drew the slight bit back.

It was selfish, potentially stupid, but, well, she was as well, so she quietly replied, a gentle, quiet question, "Say it again?"

"I love you," he said, finding her eyes this time, holding them. "I love you."

Usually, paralysis was something Adah was used to. Looking back at the Eel as she heard him say those words gave her a whole new sort of immobility. "I..." The attempt at more words semmed to just come out as only breaths at first, her chest burning with the tightness of the effort. "...I love...you, too..."

And, so help her, if he still wound up hurting her after all, after all this...the ice storms of Adah would rage through in bringing about the next damn ice age.

He smiled for the first time since she'd come into the library and stepped closer to hug her gently. "I'll come by. We'll talk. I promise. Try to trust me as much as you can."

The moment he was there with even the slightest hint of a hug, Adah leaned lightly into it, closing her eyes as her good arm wrapped around him in return.

Try to trust me as much as you can.

That was just the thing, though. She already did.

"It'll be okay," he promised quietly because it would be. Because he wanted it to be. Because, out of everything else in this damn place, he cared about her and he respected her and he wanted it to work.

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