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Library [Sunday]
Lee had never been more thankful for the library than today. An easy, believable excuse not to go anywhere his father might be lurking.
He's behind the desk, maybe doing some sulking, or maybe he's just thinking. Who knows.
He's behind the desk, maybe doing some sulking, or maybe he's just thinking. Who knows.

Morning
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Lunch
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"Hi."
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[*gives cake!*]
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No one could blame Adah of uninteresting conversations any more, that was for sure. Her smirk sharpened.
And how are you? Still managing to avoid your father?"
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"Sorry to hear that," he said, meaning it. "And nope. He caught me towards the end of the picnic, we had a nice, pleasant talk," he said, sarcasm heavy in his voice.
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She paused a moment, looking at him carefully to calculate the measure of sarcasm in his voice to the expression on his face, trying to decide on her perspective on something before writing more. But she was feeling, from his stories and his disposition when discussing his father, in the way he had been trying to avoid him, that her impression was probably correct. "So, tell me. On a scale of one to ten, what's the level of his expressed disappointment?"
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"With me?" He shrugged and leaned against the desk a little. "We'll go with eight because I'm not dead yet. Apparently, that's something."
He paused for a minute, making a quick decision. "He's not around much, hasn't been for a long time. Other things are more important than his family."
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If he hadn't already found a creed, that was, in Christianity. Adah's head tilted, a little thoughtful on how quickly such a subject could shift her mood. She had been smiling when she limped in, right? Although she was the one who brought it up.
"At least the weekend's over," she added as an afterthought.
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"Oh? Now, I know you can't be talking about that brunch earlier today, as you've been here, and, while it was fantastic, you couldn't mean that, clearly. And the food at the picnic was marginal, at best."
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He leaned across the desk a little more, a little closer and said, "You're missing the good part. I know you know."
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Yes, she knew there was a terrible irony in the word choice, which was most of the reason for making sure she ducked her head. She wasn't entirely sure how she'd feel about writing it; she'd hoped her response to her words would remain playful, but she found that they were just....difficult. She used the hair for a moment to bite her lip, get a better control over her expression before tucking it back behind her ear and peeked over for his response.
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"But I know you know," he said, quieter this time, "because I was there. And I felt you smile and you let me hold you. So, I know."
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"Ah, see? Here is where I know you don't know that I know because what I know involved a lot more than just holding."
But, she'd be damned if she had to admit that she liked the way he put it a lot better. And that didn't happen often.
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Finally, after feeling she'd relished in the appreciation well enough, she wrote, for the first time actually worried about the level of poetry in her words, worried because poetry was so difficult, and she felt like she had high expectations to fill, that she actually wanted to fill.
"I know," her pen flowed quickly, "that there was a lot more than holding, and that the world disappeared. It does that often, disappearing, with a blink, with a caught breath, but this...this, like the holding, was so much more than that. Taht naht...It fell away around me like walls crumbling and, in the middle of all the ruin, it was like realizing that the world was better when it wasn't there, with the rubble of the wall scattered around us..."
She didn't realize until after she wrote it that the walls had a more solid metaphor than she intended, remembering how much she'd relaxed, how her defenses had slipped away without her even realizing it. She realized this, because it was happening again, leaning a little more on the desk with her eyes closed at the sway.
Poetry. It was the poetry's fault. Poetry was difficult and took too much from her.
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"I can tell you what I know," he said, voice quiet. "It was something warm, something I wanted to feel when I didn't think I'd be feeling very much at all. I know that there was more than holding because it was warm and comforting and exciting. I could write what I know on my hands, on my arms, on paper and I still wouldn't be able to tell you all I know."
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But, for now, she just leaned against his hand with a content smile, boggling over it all. She'd probably never understand. In the moment, she wondered why she even bothered obsessing so much on trying to.
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He'd never hated the library desk so much in his life.
"I can write you things on my hands or my arms whenever you'd like," he told her. "I could try to tell you what I know."
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The senses flared for a moment, making her dormant right side suddenly twitch at an idle, back minded, right sided thought that, Dog, that sounded like something River would say.
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Who cares that it was the library, middle of the day? He wanted to say something.
[About to fall off to bed omg! Back in the AM]
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He was coming around that desk next time.
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Instead, he slid the hands on her cheeks back a little, fingers brushing back the hair at her temples as he stood on tip toes, pressed closer, kissed deeper.
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He smiled though, slow and warm, smiled so only she could see because she was the only one he wanted to see and didn't move away otherwise.
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Afternoon
That doesn't mean he has to be happy about that.
OOC