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Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"'The first principles of the universe are atoms and empty space; everything else is merely opinion'," Ender quoted, once the last of his students had settled in on the lawn. "If you did the reading I assigned a few weeks ago, you'll know that quote from the Greek philosopher Democritus. If you didn't, for instance because you were stuck in a hole, well, I won't dock points."

He smiled briefly, then reached for a bottle of water.

"Like many of the famous old Greeks, Democritus concerned himself with many areas of study, from physics to mathematics. But he also dabbled in philosophy." His mouth curved. "Actually, they called him 'The Laughing Philosopher', because he 'laughed at humanity's follies', which should tell you a thing or two about the man."

He took a sip of water.

"Democritus believed it was almost impossible to know the truth. After all, we see the world through our senses, which he felt were innately subjective. Who's to say the color 'purple' looks the same to your eyes as they do to a friend's? He called this 'bastard' knowing: to know only through the senses. Real truth can only be attained through reason."

Another sip, then he set it down. "We're all from different universes with different rules, we're all people with different perceptions and different experiences," he said. "What's true to you can be quite fundamentally untrue to your friend from another universe where purple is a little yellow, actually. And still, here at Fandom, we manage to relate ourselves to people who are so very different from ourselves. In a way, I suppose, we collectively come together to decide on what we think is true, and we live by that."

He shrugged. "Of course, Democritus also pointed out that we can reason our way into beautiful theories about the state of the universe, but the only way to confirm those theories is to see them with our imperfect senses." He sat back. "Have you befriended anyone, or seen another universe, or experienced anything this summer that made you question whether your own perceptions are true? Do you think Democritus is right, or is there such a thing as real truth?" he said. "Does it even matter?"
endsthegame: (20 years later: broody ender)

Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"Empathy," Ender began, "Is a skill that is fundamentally neutral in nature. We like to perceive it as 'good' - as if to understand another means we will immediately be kind as well. But those two concepts are completely separate from one another. You can be violently emphatic and yet utterly violent to someone at the same time."

Hem.

"Over the years, many philosophers have busied themselves with the study of what empathy truly is, and whether we should care for it," he said. "For instance, Nietzsche, ever cheerful, described empathy as 'to imitate another's feelings within ourselves'. To act on it with compassion was little more than putting a pretty face on pity."

He picked up his bottle of water. "Meanwhile, Edmund Husserl sees empathy as a form of awareness; an intention to observe the feelings of those around you, and being able to do so without necessarily having experienced or experiencing those feelings yourself. He sees a difference between this kind of intentional, intuitive observation and the observations of science. We see the other person as another person, not as a thing to be studied, when we practice empathy."

He took a sip of his water and sat back. "Nietzsche gets at the heart of something called simulation theory: the idea that empathy is what happens when we observe an emotion and try to reproduce it in ourselves, so we might understand the other person. Theory of Mind, on the other hand, is the idea that we all have some rules in our minds for how people ought to think and feel, and we practice empathy by applying those rules to another person and coming to a conclusion. This is also known as 'cognitive empathy'."

"How do you feel when you emphatize with someone else?" he asked. "Do you do it cognitively, reasoning through why they must feel that way? Do you attempt to reproduce what they might be feeling? Or do you simply observe and assume? Can you remember a moment where you looked at another person and knew, intimately, how they felt and why? What is empathy to you?"
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Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

There was no teacher on the lawn today.

Though there were sandwiches, tea, coffee, and water.

Enjoy your new environs, said a little note in the middle of the pillow circle. We'll talk about it next week.

Stick around and have some tea, or head out. Ender didn't care. He was taking a well-deserved, centering walk to finally ground himself after the wedding and the familiar strangeness of last weekend.

[[ having a Bad Brain Day, but post is open for socializing. ]]
endsthegame: (20 years later: broody ender)

Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

Today, one would find Ender on the lawn with his legs beneath him, his implacable calm restored from where it had wobbled over the weekend.

"One day, sometime in the early 17th century, the French philosopher called René Descartes set himself to a nigh impossible task," he began. "He realized that over the years he had believed many things he had come to feel were false, and wondered how many more he'd come to dispute. And so he decided to be proactive about it. 'I needed — just once in my life — to demolish everything completely and start again from the foundations', he would later write. He feared that if he kept waiting for the right moment, he'd be too old to do it properly."

He reached for a bottle of water, unscrewing the cap. "Once he settled with the thought, he realized he didn't need to fundamentally disprove each of his opinions to do so. It would be a lot of work, and all he really needed was to somehow undo the foundation of each. ' So all I need, for the purpose of rejecting all my opinions, is to find in each of them at least some reason for doubt', he concluded. And so he began to dig down, further and further, finding reason to doubt the very fundamentals of his beliefs, and in the end, realized there was only one thing he could not disprove to some extent - that he existed, for as long as he thought about anything at all, he had to exist."

Ender's mouth curved. "Or as it's been phrased in the public imagination, 'I think, therefor I am'. But Descartes' experiment provides more food for thought than merely that. He challenges us to think about what undergirds our beliefs, to accept that they might not be correct. Humanity, at least, has a habit of questioning everything, except for their most intrinsic, most elementary convictions."

He took a sip. "Now I'm hardly foolish enough to believe we can dig down and upend yours in a single class," he said. "First of all, I would like you to think - and discuss - what you feel is one unshakable idea you have about the world and the self. Secondly, I would like to ask you to spend this week trying, if not entirely, at least a fraction of what Descartes did: to find a reason to doubt this idea. And we'll speak of it next week."
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Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"From the ancient Greeks all the way to the future of this world," Ender said, wry smile firmly in place, his legs folded underneath him. "My own time saw my people facing an alien species they did not understand, committing an act of destruction against them they came to regret. It has led to a great deal of thinking on the topic of the 'Other', and how we define it."

He reached for his bottle of water. "A philosopher called Demosthenes developed something they call the 'hierarchy of foreignness'," he said. "First, there is the utlänning, the stranger who is recognizably human but from another place on the same world. Second, främling, a stranger recognized as human from another world. Third, raman, the stranger we recognize as human who is of a different species to our own. And finally, varelse, the truly alien, so foreign in their thinking we cannot understand it."

The class didn't need to know Valentine hadn't published her book yet.

He took a sip of his water. "Hence, Demosthenes defines the other by our ease of recognizing something within them that we understand and see in ourselves," he said. "Through such similarities we can find a common language between ourselves. If we do, then both parties can acknowledge each other's 'humanness' - or whatever, less human-centric word you choose to use for it."

And the bottle went back down. "'The difference between raman and varelse is not in the creature judged, but in the creature judging', Demosthenes writes. 'When we declare an alien species to be raman, it does not mean that they have passed a threshold of moral maturity. It means that we have.' It is easy to decide another is not human, that it can only be destroyed or pushed aside. Consciously or unconsciously; after all, when the alien stands at our door with jaws parted and torch lit, it generally does not occur to us to ask why."

Like his humanity had, once upon a time. Ender noticed his voice had grown somewhat louder, and he cautioned it back down into a more even tone, subtle as the difference might have been. "It is very hard to do the opposite: to stop and search for those similarities within the other that allow us to establish a common language, even when we instinctively feel the other is doing a great evil. Yet Demosthenes feels that we only prove ourselves worthy of being called 'human' if we put in this effort. Otherwise we, ourselves, might just as well be the slavering beasts."

Or the angry bugs, as it might be.

"But how to put in such effort? We'll spend the rest of the semester on that," Ender said. "For now, feel free to discuss how you feel about Demosthenes' proposed order. Or speak to anything at all that comes to mind. I have no questions."

This topics was too... specific, for him.
endsthegame: (20 years later: watching you)

Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"'Anger is accompanied by pain, but hatred not; for he who is angry suffers pain, but he who hates does not. One who is angry might feel compassion in many cases, but one who hates, never; for the former wishes that the object of his anger should suffer in his turn, the latter, that he should perish.'"

Ender smiled as the class settled in, a copy of the Complete Works of Aristotle sitting in his lap. "Aristotle is one of this world's most famous philosophers. One of the ancient Greeks, who lived almost 2.500 years ago, taught by the legendary Plato. And a man with a lot of things to say about hatred."

He closed the book. "Aristotle sees a clear difference between anger and hate. Anger, he argues, is focused on the individual. In doing so, you must acknowledge the humanity - or sentience - of the being you feel such anger towards. You feel, and you want the object of your anger to feel as well. Hatred, on the other hand, is different. Hatred can also be about groups, says Aristotle, about a collection of things you wish only to be utterly destroyed. The object of your hatred need not feel something. It is only imperative that it be there to be mistreated, hurt, annihilated."

He set the book aside. "Hence, to feel hatred, you must have stripped the recipient of all that makes their feelings worth caring about," he said. "When I was young, I thought my brother hated me. I had something he didn't, and he wanted to destroy me for it. Only when I was older did I find the capacity to listen enough, and did he find the capacity to speak enough, for me to realize that he was simply fearful, and wanted my affection."

The annoyance of the weekend had passed, yes. Peter had called, and Ender had realized what all of that had been about. "In doing so, I denied his humanity, as much as I felt he denied mine," he said. "I was young. I didn't understand. Much like I was a few years later, when I felt a measure of hatred for the first time in my life, and paid the cost. It takes effort to put your feelings aside and listen. It takes more effort to understand that there's a reason to do so at all."

He reached for his bottle of water. "Don't get me wrong, anger can also be destructive," he said. "But personally I don't think it is as all encompassing." He took a sip. "So two questions, today. One, do you think Aristotle's division of anger and hatred is fair? And two, can you remember a time you felt hatred - and a time you felt someone hated you? What did you do about it? How did it feel? Do you regret it, or do you stand by it?"
endsthegame: (20 years later: broody ender)

Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

They were back out on the lawn again, albeit this time in the shade. Alongside the usual drinks offerings sat several pitchers of water, pieces of cucumber and lemon peacefully drifting within.

"I think I'll spare us all the extended introduction this time," Ender said, as soon as everyone was seated. "I thought I'd focus our topics somewhat, this half-semester. We, as sentient beings, struggle always to comprehend others, for our thoughts are both alike enough to inspire curiosity, and yet different enough to inspire confusion. And when the confusion outweighs the curiosity, it can result in horror."

He took a sip from his small glass of water.

"I'll be dragging along a few old, dead philosophers for the ride later on," he said. "For now, I'm simply interested in one question: when was the first time you actively remember yourself being confused by the actions of another being? And, with the benefit of hindsight, do you now understand why they did what they did?"
endsthegame: (20 years later: broody ender)

Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"It is customary for us to do at least one class every half-semester that equates to 'free space' on the bingo card," Ender said wryly, "And after such an uneventful half-a-summer, it feels only right that it be this final class."

He stretched his legs out.

"How do you look back on the discussions we've had?" he said. "Or is there something we haven't discussed that you hoped we would have? Is there something else you'd like to throw into the group that you think we should all talk about? I leave it up to you."
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Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"Truth," Ender began, "Is relative."

He considered the people sitting in this circle. "The island is currently present in a time where that seems to have been proven," he said. "One being's reality can be quite different to another's, despite living in the same geographical space and time. As such, over the years, philosophers have often fought one another about the meaning of truth, and how one goes about gathering it."

He picked up his water bottle, shifting on his pillow. "For a long time, many people on this Earth believed that gods were the only ones who held the truth of the world, and in order to understand it, one had to take it on faith that they were there, that they had a will, that they moved mountains."

"The Greek philosophers, of course, had their own feelings about it. Plato thought we were all born with knowledge inside of us, and that the world around us didn't hold a candle to that true knowledge. But his student Aristotle took the concept of knowledge in another direction, one that would come to inform the way this world is run: he believed that we could observe truth, that there was such a thing as gathering evidence and coming to truthful conclusions."

He took a sip. "Of course, God and Faith dominated much of the Middle Ages, but even then, wheels were turning, as religious men struggled to reconcile what their faith was telling them with the growing practice of science. By the early modern age, during what would come to be known as the enlightenment, John Locke had devised the concept of empiricism - the idea that truth could only be reached through testing and weighing and careful consideration of the evidence we achieve through our senses. Truth was not contained within men nor Gods; truth was to be observed, and then hewn in stone."

He tapped the bottle. "But as the past few centuries, and certainly decades, have born out, what truth we accept is still rooted in our faith, in what we believe in our core must be true," he said. "Human beings, at least, seek out evidence that confirms what they already believe, and ignore that which doesn't. Their beliefs thus shape the world that they see around them."

"So I'm curious: where do you believe knowledge comes from? Have you ever caught yourself believing something is true merely because you wanted to? Or have you struggled to let evidence be heard when no one seems interested in hearing it? And is truth important at all, if ears, minds and hearts can be bent with lies for a benevolent purpose?"
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Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"We've been blessed with relative peace of late," Ender said, his legs folded under him, the remains of a sandwich beside him. "Still, this is Fandom. I'm sure most of you will have woken up at some point or another looking like someone else, or feeling like someone else. It can be a bewildering experience. Or freeing."

He reached for his water. "The great philosophers spent a lot of time talking about matters of personal identity," he said. "Some philosophers denote identity simply as bodily existence: you are who you are as long as you are your physical self. Of course, that brings issues of its own with it, whether it be because of the natural process of aging, or because the island turned you into another sex. Are you still yourself, when your genitals are different? I would say yes, but it's a frequent topic of debate."

He set the bottle back down. "The second theory is that identity is a product of mental substance; that one's mind is separate from one's body, and that it is where our personhood lives. So if we wake up one morning forgetting who we are, then whatever inhabits our body is not us. Whatever that body did was not our action."

He eyed each student in turn. "Of course, John Locke went a step further and defined mental substance as being one's consciousness, in which case the answer is rather more clear-cut, I feel. 'If Socrates and the present mayor of Queenborough agree, they are the same person: if the same Socrates waking and sleeping do not partake of the same consciousness, Socrates waking and sleeping is not the same person.'"

"But there are many other theories. One presupposes that one's self is really one's intuition: after all, when your mind is gone, and someone then proceeds to torture you, you'll still feel fear and apprehension, because you can intuit that torture isn't something you want happening to you. Other theories suppose that consistency is key, that every part of you that I've just mentioned must remain in a certain alignment for you to be you. And so on, and so forth."

He smiled, tapping his finger against the bottle. "But that's enough for Philosophy 101," he said. "Have any of you ever experienced waking up in another body? Or with another mind? Did you remember what you did? Did it mean anything to you, or could you put some distance between it and yourself?"
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Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"Last week, we touched some on the subject of community," Ender began, setting aside his sandwich as the last student took a seat. "Throughout the history of this planet, what a community is has shifted and changed. Once, taking care of the children was something an entire village came together to do, something that fostered bonds between those within the larger group. Distances were long, those who were closest to you were what mattered."

He picked up his water. "In the previous century of this particular place, community as a concept got split right down the middle. You had the core community, the 'nuclear family' - two parents and their two children, living together in one place. Surrounding that, you had the state, a collection of beliefs and ideas about what was normal and what was not, what was good and what wasn't."

He took a sip. "That's an intimidating concept for a species still physically equipped to think in groups no larger than perhaps a hundred individuals," he said. "And thus, an idea that has often broken down. But it also has advantages, in that it allows for people to exist beyond the norms, to push the community forward, if it is willing to listen to its outsiders."

"In the 1980s, we saw an upsurge of what's called 'communitarianism'. Those philosophers pose the idea that we are all shaped by and in relation to our community, and the individual has less power than one might think. But we've seen ideas about community and philosophy entrenched in the very core of our politics, too; authoritarianism, the political philosophy where one single leader holds control, often posits that that leader is somehow ordained or uniquely wise to the ways of 'the people', a concept of a single monolith of a community that is 'true' while all other things are false."

Another sip. "On the other hand, liberalism, another leading philosophy of this time, seeks to counteract the very idea. It argues that individuals are more important than community, or that a community actually thrives best when each individual pursues an improvement of the self in whatever way they see fit."

He set down the bottle.

"But let's not get too far into politics," he said. "I am curious what your relationship to community is like. How much were you shaped by the one in which you grew up? Do you still look at it kindly? Or did you reject it - or it you? What do you consider 'community' now, and how important is it, do you think?"
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Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"And now we arrive at the point in this series of classes where I start dragging old philosophers into it," Ender said, wryly, as he sat down on the law with his sandwich.

"But I think this might be an interesting one with this group," he added. "Specifically, I'd like to talk about justice. When is it okay to judge something terrible or evil? The philosophers of yore developed extensive theories on what made something good and right. Take the old Greeks, such as Socrates and Aristotle, who believed in what's called 'virtue ethics' - the idea that the character of the person defines the morality of his actions. Socrates argued, for instance, that if a person knew what was right, then he would do right. It was only not knowing what 'good' was that might cause someone to do evil."

Then there were the stoics... )

"As I said, we all make our judgments. Of ourselves, of the people around us, of their pasts - especially around here. On what do you base your judgments? I think most of us realize that there is no such thing as pure good and evil - but how we judge other people tends to depend a lot on what we were taught and where we come from."

Another faint smile.

"I personally believe that character is important," he said. "Once you try to understand what makes people do what they do, it becomes that much harder to see them as evil. After all, most of us do what we think is right, even if our ideas of what right is are different." He gave a little shrug. "But of course I feel that way. I'm a Speaker for the Dead. It is, in many ways, our raison d'etre to value human understanding of the self above all else."
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Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

"We've had a pretty quiet first week," Ender observed, sitting on a blanket in their usual spot on the lawn. "So we might as well continue on a theme we started on last week."

He reached for his bottle of water.

"Where we come from colors the way we look at the world," he said. "We take our principles with us. Along the way, we might lose some and gain others, but some bedrock will always remain."

He looked around the group. "What do you think your bedrock is?" he said. "And what is something you're surprised you lost along the way?"
endsthegame: (20 years later: watching you)

Practical Philosophy, Tuesday

It had always been Ender's wont to have this class meet on the school's lawn, in the sunlight. There were pillows and picnic blankets, simple sandwiches and thermoses of coffee, tea and water. He was already there when class arrived, looking content to sit and enjoy the feeling of the wind in his hair.

"Sit down in a circle, please," he said when class arrived. "I like to keep things equal, when I can at all help it."

There were quite a few familiar faces here. "Most of you know who I am," he observed. "For the rest of you, my name is Andrew Skywalker. Dean Skywalker," he nodded at Anakin, "is my grandfather-in-law, and Ben here," another nod, and a smile, "is my husband and father to our three children. I'm sorry, sometimes it's hard to escape making something on this island a family affair. Especially when you are an alumnus."

He looked at the students he didn't know. "I am a Speaker for the Dead," he said. "When someone dies, and I am summoned, it's my job to poke and pry into the life of the deceased, to learn about the decisions they made and why they made them, so we can form a true picture of a person without claims to higher judgment. I'm not here to teach you how to be a Speaker, obviously, but this is the lens through which I try to conduct this class: we ask questions. Sometimes we pose hypotheses. But I won't tolerate harsh judgments, because they close the blinders on us, and make it harder for us to understand both ourselves and the world."

"While 'philosophy' is in my class's title, we're not here to talk about the philosophers of old or the specifics of particular lines of thought in philosophy. Here, we make some attempt to put our own experiences into a greater perspective through conversation and debate. Above all, philosophy is about asking questions about everything in the world around us - and about everything we feel about it. That means I expect some level of participation from all of you."

He smiled wryly. "That doesn't mean you always need to speak up about yourself," he said. "No topics are everything to everyone. If that week's subject veers too close to something you want to keep private, be my guest - just try and pitch in when someone else speaks. I'll try to raise a theme each week, but don't feel beholden to it. If there's something on your mind you'd like to discuss, please do throw it into the group."

He picked up a bottle of water. "So let's talk," he said, twisting off the cap. "How do you feel about where you are now? What kind of experience has the island been for you? Has there been anything that made you cry or made you think or made you wonder?" He glanced at Ghanima and Anakin with a wry curl to his mouth. "Perhaps I should say 'in the past five years', just to give ourselves some kind of a limitation."
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Practical Philosophy, Friday

"There aren't many philosophical thought experiments that get as much airtime as Plato's allegory of the cave," Ender said. "For the few of you who might not have been exposed to it - Plato ascribes to his mentor Socrates a story about a group of prisoners, chained to the wall in a cave. They can only see the wall in front of them. Behind them, there's a fire, and behind the fire, men and women pass by bearing figurines. But because of where they're trapped, the prisoners can only see the shadows. The shadows, then, are reality to them - only by leaving the cave would they be able to discover the truth behind the shadows, the perfect forms."

He sat back.

"Plato believed strongly in this theory of Forms," he said. "Everything we known and see, every object and every idea, is but an imperfect shadow of something greater, something pure and abstract."

He took a swig of water. "We won't be too concerned with Plato today, or at least his ideas," he said, "but we can use some of his vocabulary to talk about the subjectivity of our experiences and our worldviews. After all, Plato wanted to believe badly in some perfect world above our own - some solid truth that could not be seen in any other light."

His mouth curved. "Nothing like Wednesday," he said dryly. "Because even when we speak the truth, we still speak our reflection of the truth, not the reality of it.

"We live in a world where most are predisposed to investing in some kind of doctrine. Whether it be the religion you believe in or the morals you hold dear, there are some things we don't seek to question. Most of us like to believe that there really are perfect Forms of some capacity - abstracts that, when achieved, would bring perfection."

His mouth curved. "Of course, I don't need to tell you that isn't necessarily true," he said. "But there's a difference between knowing that and practicing it. So today, I'd like to pose you all a challenge - what's something you believe in that you've never really thought to question? Maybe it's something that informs the way you look at the people around you. Maybe it's something about how you feel about yourself. You don't need to denounce whatever it is that this is - I just ask you to find something you've never felt needed questioning."
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Practical Philosophy, Friday

"'The first principles of the universe are atoms and empty space; everything else is merely opinion'," Ender quoted, once the last of his students had settled in on the lawn. "If you did the reading I assigned a few weeks ago, you'll know that quote from the Greek philosopher Democritus. If you didn't, for instance because you were stuck in a hole, well, I won't dock points."

He smiled briefly, then reached for a bottle of water.

"Like many of the famous old Greeks, Democritus concerned himself with many areas of study, from physics to mathematics. But he also dabbled in philosophy." His mouth curved. "Actually, they called him 'The Laughing Philosopher', because he 'laughed at humanity's follies', which should tell you a thing or two about the man."

He took a sip of water.

"Democritus believed it was almost impossible to know the truth. After all, we see the world through our senses, which he felt were innately subjective. Who's to say the color 'purple' looks the same to your eyes as they do to a friend's? He called this 'bastard' knowing: to know only through the senses. Real truth can only be attained through reason."

Another sip, then he set it down. "We're all from different universes with different rules, we're all people with different perceptions and different experiences," he said. "What's true to you can be quite fundamentally untrue to your friend from another universe where purple is a little yellow, actually. And still, here at Fandom, we manage to relate ourselves to people who are so very different from ourselves. In a way, I suppose, we collectively come together to decide on what we think is true, and we live by that."

He shrugged. "Of course, Democritus also pointed out that we can reason our way into beautiful theories about the state of the universe, but the only way to confirm those theories is to see them with our imperfect senses." He sat back. "Have you befriended anyone, or seen another universe, that made you question whether your own perceptions are true? Do you think Democritus is right, or is there such a thing as real truth?" he said. "Does it even matter?"
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Practical Philosophy, Friday

"We'll talk about the reading I gave you next week," Ender said, meeting everyone on the lawn, under the blue skies. "Today, I'd like to discuss what happened to you these past few weeks."

He sat down, picking up a book. "All those eyes intent on me. Devouring me. What? Only two of you? I thought there were more; many more. So this is hell. I’d never have believed it. You remember all we were told about the torture-chambers, the fire and brimstone, the 'burning marl.' Old wives’ tales! There’s no need for red-hot pokers. Hell is other people!"

He closed the book. "That quote from the play No Exit by the philosopher Jean Paul Sartre has been long-misunderstood," he said. "He's not making some edgy comment about how terrible other people are. Rather, Sartre was reflecting on what it means to be looked at by other people; how as your self, you can be many things, but when you are surrounded by others, trapped by their gaze, they lock you into some version of yourself. You are seen. You are judged. And you are no longer free, because you behave according to that knowledge."

The book found its way onto a blanket, and Ender reached for a bottle of water. "I'm Andrew Skywalker, for those of you I haven't met yet," he said. "This last while, you might have found yourself trapped with others physically underground, or trapped with others in worry above. What was it like?"
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Practical Philosophy, Friday

All of Ender's new students received an email that morning, if they were still capable of receiving any at all.

As you may know, my class centers around discussion. Without pupils, it's hard to discuss anything.

Enclosed you'll find a digital copy of a book about the ancient Greek philosopher Democritus. Once we're able to meet in person again, we'll talk about his ideas about truth.

For now, I hope you and yours are safe. I will be doing my best to ensure the same on my end.

Regards,
Andrew Skywalker.


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Practical Philosophy, Friday

"'Time goes fast', they say, when things are fine and calm and unremarkable," Ender said, "Until any of that changes, and then time goes too slowly, we find ourselves caught in the moment."

He took a sip of his water as he sat back on the lawn.

"It's the end of this first half of a term," he said. "And it's been calm and quiet. Perhaps that means the back half will be more eventful. Or maybe the island has decided to be peaceful for once. Still, it leaves me to wonder."

He set the bottle down.

"What are your hopes for the future?" he said. "That amorphous blob of time that will come at you too slowly and too fast by measures. Are you ambitious? Just trying to get through the next day, the next week, the next month? How do you picture the future?"
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Practical Philosophy, Friday

There was an Ender sitting on the lawn, along with his customary sandwiches and drinks. He wasn't looking at them, though.

He was on his back, looking up at the sky.

"People arrive here from all corners of the multiverse," he said, once everyone had settled in. "From the medieval and further part, to places so far in the future we can barely dream of them. For me, growing up, space was an unknown danger where evil aliens lurked; it was a place I lived and learned and suffered, with zero gravity as familiar to me as the regular kind."

That was about as much as any of them were ever likely to hear about Ender.

"Coming here, where our feet were rooted to the ground and space was merely an unknown - that was strange. I had to adjust my being to the place I was in, and its new rules."

He considered a passing cloud.

"It makes you wonder how much the simple geography of our early days shapes us," he said. "For some of you, this might be the first steps you take outside of the world you knew. For others, that sensation might be familiar. Banal, even. Has coming here changed you? Has going somewhere else before that changed you instead? How much of who you are now is intrinsically linked to the place you first consciously existed in?"