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fandomhigh2013-05-13 11:24 am
endsthegame) wrote in fandomhigh2013-05-13 11:24 am
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Practical Philosophy, Monday
Ender had always preferred to teach his classes outside whenever possible. When it became obvious the morning would be a little chilly but not rainy, he posted a note on his designated classroom's door pointing all the students towards the dorm lawn.
He sat down on the grass out there, legs folded. By his side was a bag full of sandwiches, just in case any student had missed breakfast. And there he waited, quiet and patient, until everyone had arrived.
"You'll notice I didn't bring any books," he said, once they had. "Because despite what the title of this class might imply, I'm not actually here to tell you about Hegel or Kant and what they were thinking. They might come up, but if they do, it's because they have had interesting ideas that might be useful to us."
He stretched his legs out. "My name is Andrew Wiggin, though some people call me Ender," he said, "And I don't bring books here because I don't think they have all that many answers. I don't spite them for that, because I don't exactly have a lot of answers of my own. What I have are questions, which are far more useful in the long run. You can keep asking questions as the situation changes - answers tend to be the same thing no matter when you check up on them."
He smiled wryly.
"This class is about questions," he said. "And it's about opening a dialogue with those questions. Everyone here has sat through something in their life that they have questions about - though whether they want to admit that is another thing entirely. We're here to talk about those questions as they come up. No more, no less."
He tilted his chin up - maybe at Cade, maybe at nothing in particular. "Of course, that means I expect all of you to participate," he said. "You don't have to share about yourself if you absolutely don't want to, though I'll have you know that it helps. But I expect you to talk along. If you don't, I'm not going to apologize for the kinds of questions I'll ask. While we're at it, I also won't tolerate shaming anyone in this class for any reason."
Having said that, though, Ender's mouth quirked up. "Enough with the threats," he said. "I don't believe in classic introductions - I think I know what most of your names are, and I'll learn the ones that I don't, and what year you're in is of absolutely no concern to me."
"Let's open a dialogue instead," he finished. "For some of you, this is all new. How is it working for you? Are you elated? Annoyed? Don't want to be here? Achingly happy to be here? And for those of you who aren't - how has the past year treated you? Has there been anything that made you cry or made you think or made you wonder?"
"We can talk about that. Or we can talk about something else. I'm open to talking about anything, as long as you think it's worth questioning. Because you can assume from here on in that I really don't know a thing; but maybe by educating me, you can find something worth educating yourself about."
He sat down on the grass out there, legs folded. By his side was a bag full of sandwiches, just in case any student had missed breakfast. And there he waited, quiet and patient, until everyone had arrived.
"You'll notice I didn't bring any books," he said, once they had. "Because despite what the title of this class might imply, I'm not actually here to tell you about Hegel or Kant and what they were thinking. They might come up, but if they do, it's because they have had interesting ideas that might be useful to us."
He stretched his legs out. "My name is Andrew Wiggin, though some people call me Ender," he said, "And I don't bring books here because I don't think they have all that many answers. I don't spite them for that, because I don't exactly have a lot of answers of my own. What I have are questions, which are far more useful in the long run. You can keep asking questions as the situation changes - answers tend to be the same thing no matter when you check up on them."
He smiled wryly.
"This class is about questions," he said. "And it's about opening a dialogue with those questions. Everyone here has sat through something in their life that they have questions about - though whether they want to admit that is another thing entirely. We're here to talk about those questions as they come up. No more, no less."
He tilted his chin up - maybe at Cade, maybe at nothing in particular. "Of course, that means I expect all of you to participate," he said. "You don't have to share about yourself if you absolutely don't want to, though I'll have you know that it helps. But I expect you to talk along. If you don't, I'm not going to apologize for the kinds of questions I'll ask. While we're at it, I also won't tolerate shaming anyone in this class for any reason."
Having said that, though, Ender's mouth quirked up. "Enough with the threats," he said. "I don't believe in classic introductions - I think I know what most of your names are, and I'll learn the ones that I don't, and what year you're in is of absolutely no concern to me."
"Let's open a dialogue instead," he finished. "For some of you, this is all new. How is it working for you? Are you elated? Annoyed? Don't want to be here? Achingly happy to be here? And for those of you who aren't - how has the past year treated you? Has there been anything that made you cry or made you think or made you wonder?"
"We can talk about that. Or we can talk about something else. I'm open to talking about anything, as long as you think it's worth questioning. Because you can assume from here on in that I really don't know a thing; but maybe by educating me, you can find something worth educating yourself about."
Re: Before Class
Well, they were having class outside. That was nearly the same thing.
Re: Before Class
Not that Sholeh was fond of the heat, either. Freckled red-heads didn't take to the sun very well.
"But with class outside, maybe you could start bringing Ozzy."
Re: Before Class
Of course, if Evan was bringing the dog to class, odds were that he was actively looking for a distraction.
Re: Before Class
"I'm sure he could be very good and quiet," Sholeh said, not actually sure of anything of the sort. Ozzy was just a puppy still. But he would be nice to have around.
Sholeh had lacked things to snuggle. One of the few advantages to one-faced families was having sisters you could hug.
Re: Before Class
... Or you actually had a family?
"I bet he could be," Evan agreed, nodding a little. "I'll ask Professor Wiggin if he'd be okay with me bringing Ozzy along sometime. I bet he'd behave if it meant he got to cuddle you."
See, Evan could guess at why Sholeh wanted him to bring the puppy along. Ozzy was good for taking a person's mind off of their anxiety. And... pretty much anything else they didn't want to focus on, for that matter.
Re: Before Class
"Though...you know who else is really good at cuddling?" Sholeh asked tentatively.
Re: Before Class
So instead, he blushed a little, scuffed his toe around in the grass, and smiled at her.
"I know that you're an expert cuddler," he informed her. "And... that's one of the reasons I like to cuddle you so much."
That was an invitation, Sholeh. You could tell by the way he was shifting his weight on the grass in order to get into prime 'cuddling' position.
Re: Before Class
Re: Before Class
He totally would, the second she asked him to. But... darn it, they both really needed a hug, didn't they?
Re: Before Class
Because, class!
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... A couple of times, for good measure.
And just holding on for a minute.
"We can stop hugging when the professor begins the lecture. Right now, I think we're allowed to hug."
Re: Before Class
"...But waiting for the lecture to start is good."