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endsthegame ([personal profile] endsthegame) wrote in [community profile] fandomhigh2013-05-13 11:24 am

Practical Philosophy, Monday

Ender had always preferred to teach his classes outside whenever possible. When it became obvious the morning would be a little chilly but not rainy, he posted a note on his designated classroom's door pointing all the students towards the dorm lawn.

He sat down on the grass out there, legs folded. By his side was a bag full of sandwiches, just in case any student had missed breakfast. And there he waited, quiet and patient, until everyone had arrived.

"You'll notice I didn't bring any books," he said, once they had. "Because despite what the title of this class might imply, I'm not actually here to tell you about Hegel or Kant and what they were thinking. They might come up, but if they do, it's because they have had interesting ideas that might be useful to us."

He stretched his legs out. "My name is Andrew Wiggin, though some people call me Ender," he said, "And I don't bring books here because I don't think they have all that many answers. I don't spite them for that, because I don't exactly have a lot of answers of my own. What I have are questions, which are far more useful in the long run. You can keep asking questions as the situation changes - answers tend to be the same thing no matter when you check up on them."

He smiled wryly.

"This class is about questions," he said. "And it's about opening a dialogue with those questions. Everyone here has sat through something in their life that they have questions about - though whether they want to admit that is another thing entirely. We're here to talk about those questions as they come up. No more, no less."

He tilted his chin up - maybe at Cade, maybe at nothing in particular. "Of course, that means I expect all of you to participate," he said. "You don't have to share about yourself if you absolutely don't want to, though I'll have you know that it helps. But I expect you to talk along. If you don't, I'm not going to apologize for the kinds of questions I'll ask. While we're at it, I also won't tolerate shaming anyone in this class for any reason."

Having said that, though, Ender's mouth quirked up. "Enough with the threats," he said. "I don't believe in classic introductions - I think I know what most of your names are, and I'll learn the ones that I don't, and what year you're in is of absolutely no concern to me."

"Let's open a dialogue instead," he finished. "For some of you, this is all new. How is it working for you? Are you elated? Annoyed? Don't want to be here? Achingly happy to be here? And for those of you who aren't - how has the past year treated you? Has there been anything that made you cry or made you think or made you wonder?"

"We can talk about that. Or we can talk about something else. I'm open to talking about anything, as long as you think it's worth questioning. Because you can assume from here on in that I really don't know a thing; but maybe by educating me, you can find something worth educating yourself about."
justbeingbay: ([neu] solemn profile)

Re: Talk.

[personal profile] justbeingbay 2013-05-13 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Bay shrugged, as if she cared less than she did. "Back into the craziness, I guess," she said. "Unless I run away with somebody to a different dimension, but that seems kind of extreme."

Re: Talk.

[identity profile] reven8e.livejournal.com 2013-05-13 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"Maybe more like moving out, and not running away? Just an idea," Emily offered. "It does sound tempting though, going somewhere else."
justbeingbay: ([neu] very suspicious)

Re: Talk.

[personal profile] justbeingbay 2013-05-13 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Believe me, I tried to just take off, and it did not work out," Bay said firmly. "Ended up having to call my dad to pick me up in the middle of nowhere. And also my so-called friend took off with my money. But moving out -- yeah, someday I might do that."

Re: Talk.

[identity profile] reven8e.livejournal.com 2013-05-13 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Emily's eyebrows went up; and Bay looked relatively calm so far..."Kind of unrelated, but it's nice to have a dad to call for help, so I would suggest not losing that over less crazy times. Also what a friend, huh."
justbeingbay: ([neg] not liking you)

Re: Talk.

[personal profile] justbeingbay 2013-05-13 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"Uh, thanks," Bay said, mildly annoyed by the comment about her being lucky to have a dad. "Not that I need to justify it to you, but we were fighting a lot and my friend had some plan about hanging out with street artists in Mexico that sounded really good at the time."
Edited 2013-05-13 16:09 (UTC)

Re: Talk.

[identity profile] reven8e.livejournal.com 2013-05-13 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"You're right, sorry about that; it's not my place to talk to you like that." It really wasn't, considering that running away had been something she had done herself or at least the limited canon leads to think that. "I'm sorry it came out like that," Emily added as she mentally crossed yet another topic she was going to need to remind herself not to touch.
justbeingbay: ([neu] uh-huh sure)

Re: Talk.

[personal profile] justbeingbay 2013-05-13 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"Apology accepted," Bay responded. "You aren't wrong, anyhow. It wasn't the right way to solve my problems."

Re: Talk.

[identity profile] reven8e.livejournal.com 2013-05-13 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Emily nodded. "There's a difference between being right and being a jerk about it, though" Emily said. "At any rate, I hope you did manage to solve your problems."
justbeingbay: ([neu] uh-huh sure)

Re: Talk.

[personal profile] justbeingbay 2013-05-13 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Bay gestured vaguely in a way meant to convey the impossibility of ever solving all one's problems. "Things are better now," she said. "But I did transfer to boarding school, which is like running away but your parents buy the plane ticket. So ... I'll get back to you on that."

Re: Talk.

[identity profile] reven8e.livejournal.com 2013-05-13 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"You can think of it as moving out, on a smaller, yet not less weird way. It's something," Emily said. "It's easier to consider things when you're not in the middle of them."