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Library [29.08]

Classes began next week, so Karal was taking extra care to put the library in order.

It was soothing, as well, and he was humming quietly as he reshelved books and tidied periodicals.

[ooc: No OCD, the post flies free.]

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"I'll be sure to go down and introduce myself," he promised, stepping back to pour the tea. "And I don't know," he teased, "the diamonds were certainly striking."

"It looks less like a checker pattern as his skin is much darker than mine. And I think he's worn it long enough that they've become comfortable on him, the diamonds."

He smiled.

"I've done what I can to help him acclimate to this place. He, er, seemed to be getting along with Mr. Tennant well enough anyway."

"If I can help, I'd be happy to," he offered, pouring them both tea. "It's good he's found a place to stay."

"Mr. Tennant seems pleased enough. Then again, I've been bringing regular meals."

He blushed again, just a little.

"Perhaps I'll see if he'd like to meet you sometime tonight. I'd say tomorrow, but I'm assuming you'll have other duties, what with the new students?"

He didn't know if Karal would have another little brother or sister to deal with or not.

"No, I didn't volunteer to be a big sibling this time, and I think Aravis will be my roomate forever." He took a sip of his tea, making a face, because it was just a it too hot. "Though I would like to go to the picnic this time. I missed it last time. But I'd love to meet him and I have time tonight. I could come by after I close the library?"

"I'll see if tonight is all right for him, since I can't know what else he might be getting up to, but yes. I'll make sure the door is open at the theatre so you know to come in."

"Just let me know," Karal replied, and smiled. "One of the best things about the island are the phones."

"Even if they are somewhat disturbing," he said with a faint shiver. A voice without eyes and features and a body surrounding it...

Shudder.

"Even so," Karal replied. "They are convenient, though."

"They are that."

He nodded and looked at his own tea thoughtfully.

"I almost feel as if I should go, but I also wanted to ask you something."

Karal smiled. "Ask away!" he said.

He smiled, mostly to be polite, and kept looking at his tea.

"Do you think... do you think if something's damaged, if... if you keep trying to make it work only it won't... do you think you should toss it aside and try something new?"

It was not at all what he was expecting and his smile disappeared. "It depends on what sort of something you mean," he replied carefully.

"Just about any sort of something. If it keeps fouling up and you can't think of any reason to keep it around other than to sort of... well, because it'll be a bit difficult to get rid of. That sort of thing."

He tried to keep it light, but he was no more good at this than he was at directing any conversation in another direction.

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He folded his hands around his teacup. "There are two answers to that. If it is something important to you, or something that you care about, then even if it keeps fouling up, even if it's difficult, then you could have reasons to keep it close," he said, choosing his words with care. "Some of the best things in life are hard work, but worth every moment of difficulty. If it's not, or it never was, if you're only keeping it from force of habit, because it's simpler or easier, then it might be time to let it go." He paused, then added, "The difficult part is deciding what the something means to you, and what you'll be missing once it's gone."

"But how can you are for something even when it keeps fouling up? If it's so damaged that it can't get through a day without... breaking down, how could it be so important? To anyone?"

"Did you stop being my friend because I returned blind?" he asked instead of answering.

That startled him enough that he almost dropped his tea.

"No! Of course not! Why would I do that?"

"You wouldn't," he soothed. "Nor would you have stopped being my friend if I'd lost my legs, or my hands. Or if I'd returned angry or so upset that I couldn't get through the day without breaking down. I'm quite certain of that, no matter how difficult it would have been." Karal touched Liir's arm. "Do you understand? If you care for someone, if they're important to you it doesn't matter how difficult it is, you keep trying. That is why to answer your question, you need to make that decision."

He looked at Karal's hand on his arm.

"And if it might be important to others?"

"That becomes more difficult," he admitted, giving Liir's arm a quick squeeze before pulling his hand away. "I could help you more if you told me what was wrong."

He breathed out once before shaking his head.

"Nothing specific. Just another failure in a line of them. Thankfully not with my father. He's... remarkably patient with me."

Fiyero was well skilled in defusing Thropps. And Liir was terribly like his mother. Terribly.

"All right," he replied, more concerned now. "I'm pleased to hear that he's patient with you."

He looked up at Karal with a faint smile.

"It helps to think he probably drove my mother half mad with how he is."

...tolerant, loving, and as optimistic as an Ozian could be.

He breathed in and, still ruminating over what Karal had said only a few minutes earlier, he finished his tea.

"Thank you, Karal. What you said was... very helpful.

"I'm glad," he replied, even if he felt like he hadn't helped at all.

He watched Karal for a moment.

"No, really."

He put the cup of tea down with something of a faint smile and made sure that Altra could see it.

"Thank you. For the tea as well."

He smiled and stood.

"But I should head to work."

"You're welcome, Liir." He smiled back. "I hope it's a good day today."

"It's already better."

He waved just the once before making his way out.

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