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Professor Nick Cutter ([personal profile] itsananomaly) wrote in [community profile] fandomhigh2023-05-23 02:50 pm
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Introduction to Dinosaurs, Tuesday 1st Period

Cutter was rather nervous about class this week, he was finding it extremely hard to concentrate, every now and then he kept looking over at Connor and he was pacing a little as he got prepared to start the class.

“This week we’re going to be looking at the Pteranodon,” he finally began, trying to stay focused long enough to cover his part of the lecture, “the Pteranodon is a flying reptile that was found in North America as fossils in deposits and lived in the late cretaceous period, other fossils of the Pteranodon were found in rocks formed in substances found in marine life and these were found in locations such as Europe, South America and Asia,” he paused, chancing a glance over at Connor to indicate for him to continue the lecture.

Connor had been looking over at Cutter just then and gave a small nod, setting down the coffee cup he had been holding in his hand. “The Pteranodon had iconic cests and a large toothless bill which is where the name’s meaning “Toothless Bill” comes from. It is believed to be a fish eater, likely soaring over oceans and seas to catch fish by diving into the water. They had rather large wings compared to their overall body size, at more than 6 meters or 20 feet in many instances, with a body of around 7 t 8 feet. And due to that wingspan, it is believed they were gliders more than actual flyers. There have been over 1,000 specimens recovered since the first discovery in 1870 but it has been some time since a new specimen has been found.”

Connor looked back over at Cutter with a nod as he finished up to see if he had anything to add.

“The Pteranodon was believed to have been very pelican like in its behaviour,” Cutter nodded back as he took up the lecture, “based on the fossils that have been found in marine environments - that further support this theory,” he explained, “and it also likely that the Pteranodon took off from the water by facing into sea breeze with enough force to lift the reptile into the air with its wings spread,”

He paused, glancing at Connor again before turning back to the class, “for the rest of the lesson, I would like you to continue working on your worksheets, myself and … Mr. Temple will be around if you have any further questions,” he winced a bit at how formal that sounded, which he knew it was for class but it still hurt and just reminded him of how badly he had screwed all of this up.
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Connor had been glancing over at Cutter a few times since the lecture ended, and eventually, he got up and walked over.

"Ummm hey Nick. You.. you doing alright" he asked with a small smile.
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Connor looked at Cutter for a minute before he spoke. "I...." he hesitated, not knowing really what to say. Cutter was genuine with the apology, as far as he could tell... but it all still hurt. A lot. "I... accepts your apology. Nick" he said softly. "And I'm sorry too... for how I reacted and responded with everything. I... I didn't mean to hurt you like that."
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Connor stared at Cutter for a moment, blinking in surprise as that all came tumbling out. He had expected an apology or similar and he was glad Nick had finally gotten to that point... but the rest? Connor was totally not been ready for that.

"Back together? Like... dating again?" Connor asked, trying to buy himself some time to actually think about the implications of that and how he was even going to attempt to respond to that
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"Nick I.... I" Connor sighed. He had known this conversation was going to happen eventually. But it wasn't any easier to be having it. "I.. I can't Nick. I'm sorry. I just.... I'm not ready yet, for something like that."
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"Nick I... I'm sorry." Connor sighed. He really didn't know how to respond to this without making Cutter even more upset. "I'm just not ready... for this right now. I... I need to take care of things, for myself. By myself. I... I'd still like to be friends... if... if we can" Connor felt his heart seize a bit at the thought that Cutter wouldn't accept that.
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"Nick I... I'm sorry. I..." Connor sighed as he dropped his gaze to the floor. He hated seeing Cutter so upset, knowing he was causing it. But he also knew he couldn't do what Cutter was asking him to do. "I... I just need time Nick. Can...can you do that for me? Let me figure things out... for myself first. I... I just cant do anything more than this right now."
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"Nick... it's... it's not just you..." Connor sighed as he looked down at his hands for a moment. "I... I'm sorry. I... I don't want to hurt you." And yet that was exactly what he was doing and it was killing him to see Cutter like this. But he had to do this. He had to do this for himself. As much as it hurt right now.
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Connor hung his head and sighed. "I ..I ... " Connor tried to say anything but nothing could come out. He wanted to tell Cutter he still cared about him still wanted to be friends. But all he could do was sit there and feel terrible.
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"I.. Im sorry, Nick" Connor whispered not able to bring himself to look Cutter in the eye. He knew he had to do this, for himself...but it was killing him how much it was hurting Nick as well as the ache he felt.
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Connor watched as Cutter turned and walked out, and slumped into the chair once he was gone. This was supposed to be the right thing, he was doing this for himself... so why did he feel even worse now?
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Connor was fiddling with the laptop in front of him, finding a few more resources on pteranodons incase anyone in the class had other questions or wanted more information to read over on their own.