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Coping With Change | Tuesday, Period One
"Hi, everybody!" Cecil said. "We've got all sorts of changes to talk about this week. Like, what happens if you lose all your memories? Or what happens when you get new ones? There's a whole thing about finding out you're not who you thought, and really, you don't have to get everything all dumped on you at once for that. Although I guess it helps, right?"
//That... really depends on the situation,// Jono replied, a bit more on the subdued side, today. //Dealing with memory loss can be stressful. Coming back from it isn't necessarily any easier. And the island will do more than simply take away your memories. We've had weekends where you'll have lived an entirely different life, and coming to grips with what you did as somebody else...//
He hiked his shoulders up a bit.
//Things that mess with memory and with identity can leave a person uncertain about the one person that they feel they should be able to trust more than anybody else. And if you can't trust who you are, what can you trust?//
"Well, really, who can you ever trust?" Cecil added breezily. "Apart from your scientist boyfriend."
//Mine's a psychiatrist. He lost his memory, too. Which isn't really the point,// Jono replied, his voice reflecting a sigh that he couldn't quite share, otherwise. //The fact remains, identity and things beyond our control that might cause us to question it are big, terrifying topics that we don't want to think about.//
"So we're going to talk about them instead!" Cecil said. "Talking's much better than thinking. Just ask...well, pretty much anyone!"
Jono despaired of you sometimes, Cecil. He really did.
//We're going to talk about it,// he agreed all the same, a little less exuberantly. //With a focus on your personal feelings about this weekend, and how you chose to cope both without your memories and once you got them back again. I... am not too proud to admit that I spent most of Monday in bed. And not entirely because of a second failed attempt at a wedding, either.//
"I drank," Cecil offered. "It's generally the best thing when you want to forget things you shouldn't know."
//... I don't think the school actually encourages us to say that to the students, Cecil.//
Cecil frowned. "Are you sure? Why?"
//Quite sure. Underage drinking and encouraging it as a coping mechanism and forming unhealthy habits...// He shrugged. //Not that I didn't do my fair share of drinking at around that age myself while I still could, but there are probably better ways of dealing with one's problems.//
Like staying in bed, Jonothon?
Cecil shook his head. "This place is weird."
Jono shook his head in turn.
//You won't get any argument from me there,// he agreed. //But that's what we're going to deal with today, because thinking about this isolated incident is easier than contemplating anything much more permanent or potentially disastrous. Talk about what worked. Talk about what didn't work. Don't talk at all. Don't listen at all. Hell, leave the room if you feel you have to. Do whatever you need to in order to deal with this one, and we'll get into less immediate traumas next week.//
Unless something happened this week too, but this soon after an amnesiac weekend? What were the chances?
//That... really depends on the situation,// Jono replied, a bit more on the subdued side, today. //Dealing with memory loss can be stressful. Coming back from it isn't necessarily any easier. And the island will do more than simply take away your memories. We've had weekends where you'll have lived an entirely different life, and coming to grips with what you did as somebody else...//
He hiked his shoulders up a bit.
//Things that mess with memory and with identity can leave a person uncertain about the one person that they feel they should be able to trust more than anybody else. And if you can't trust who you are, what can you trust?//
"Well, really, who can you ever trust?" Cecil added breezily. "Apart from your scientist boyfriend."
//Mine's a psychiatrist. He lost his memory, too. Which isn't really the point,// Jono replied, his voice reflecting a sigh that he couldn't quite share, otherwise. //The fact remains, identity and things beyond our control that might cause us to question it are big, terrifying topics that we don't want to think about.//
"So we're going to talk about them instead!" Cecil said. "Talking's much better than thinking. Just ask...well, pretty much anyone!"
Jono despaired of you sometimes, Cecil. He really did.
//We're going to talk about it,// he agreed all the same, a little less exuberantly. //With a focus on your personal feelings about this weekend, and how you chose to cope both without your memories and once you got them back again. I... am not too proud to admit that I spent most of Monday in bed. And not entirely because of a second failed attempt at a wedding, either.//
"I drank," Cecil offered. "It's generally the best thing when you want to forget things you shouldn't know."
//... I don't think the school actually encourages us to say that to the students, Cecil.//
Cecil frowned. "Are you sure? Why?"
//Quite sure. Underage drinking and encouraging it as a coping mechanism and forming unhealthy habits...// He shrugged. //Not that I didn't do my fair share of drinking at around that age myself while I still could, but there are probably better ways of dealing with one's problems.//
Like staying in bed, Jonothon?
Cecil shook his head. "This place is weird."
Jono shook his head in turn.
//You won't get any argument from me there,// he agreed. //But that's what we're going to deal with today, because thinking about this isolated incident is easier than contemplating anything much more permanent or potentially disastrous. Talk about what worked. Talk about what didn't work. Don't talk at all. Don't listen at all. Hell, leave the room if you feel you have to. Do whatever you need to in order to deal with this one, and we'll get into less immediate traumas next week.//
Unless something happened this week too, but this soon after an amnesiac weekend? What were the chances?
Re: Listen to the lecture
Shut up.
I'm so sorry. Please don't think I deliberately took advantage or something.
Yes, Ada was worried that he was feeling used or abandoned, and she didn't want that.
Re: Listen to the lecture
If anything, he was worried about how she was feeling after the weekend. His internal angst stemmed for an entirely different source than one too-pretty mermaid.
Re: Listen to the lecture
All her internal angst over the weekend stemmed from an entirely different source than one too-pretty Tsingano boy. Even if it was a little sad to know that she could have that kind of relationship with someone... if she was willing to forget everything else.
Re: Listen to the lecture
She knew he wasn't feeling taken advantage of. She'd given him a smile. That would have to be enough until he got his own head on straight once again. Or, at leat, everything was buried down deep enough he could pretend.
So instead he gave her a smile in return--small and subdued, but genuine--before he turned back around.