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Jono Starsmore ([personal profile] furnaceface) wrote in [community profile] fandomhigh2015-02-20 08:36 am
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Powers, Identity, and The World; Embracing the Real You - Friday, Period One

Today, Rinoa was exhausted. She imagined her co-teacher was, as well, and most of the students. It had been a rather long week. But at least everyone, today, could focus on something other then their individual libidos.

“Welcome back,” she said, nodding at the students. “Congratulations on surviving the week, hopefully with your dignity intact.”

//And hopefully all of that is almost out of everyone's systems, just in time for the break,// Jono added, looking somewhere between tired and relieved. He didn't have to have his shields up like Fort Knox anymore. Good. That was exhausting. //If you have no idea what I'm talking about… lucky you. Otherwise, well, this week we're going to be talking about that. Sort of.//

Jono had no intention of discussing sex with the class this week, thank you. Or sex pollen, or anything along those lines, really.

“Sometimes, your body wants to be the one steering,” Rinoa said. “Or your powers, or your emotions, or something that Fandom cooked up. Sometimes what you know, logically, in your brain, is out-shouted by what your nerves are screaming.”

Fear was a particularly loud emotion. So was anger. And sometimes, powers had their own insistent demands.

//And that's something that a good many people with powers have had to deal with,// Jono noted. //I've blown my face off more times than I care to admit to. There are some things that are beyond my control. A lot of people when they're first coming into their powers might find that they're something beyond their immediate control, and wake up to a room that's been frozen over, or kiss somebody only to find that they've taken another person's memories or strength.// A beat. //Actually, that lack of control is fairly common, where I'm from. Young mutants first coming into their abilities are often overwhelmed. Puberty is bad enough - something I'm certain anyone in this room can relate to - without having to learn how not to set your own eyebrows on fire when you sneeze.//

“When I first received my powers, I fell into a coma,” Rinoa said, reaching up to touch her rings. “That’s not what typically happens, but it -- was complicated. The first time I let my powers out, I felt like I was flying. And then I discovered that my powers, once out, don’t ever want to go back in again. If you can fly, why ever touch the ground again?”

Rinoa shook her head. “What your body wants, what your heart is afraid of, what Fandom has convinced you are true, those aren't always what your mind, your rational self, would want. How do you navigate between the two? Do you have coping tips for the rest of us? Do you want to just vent, about the past week, or other times that your body wanted things that you wished it didn't?”

She gestured with a sweep of her hand. “Consider the floor open. You can talk about any of those things, or even tell us how excited you are for spring break. Just speak your mind, and respect your classmates - that’s all we’ll ever ask.”

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[identity profile] notacokeperson.livejournal.com 2015-02-20 01:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Karina Lyle

Re: Lecture!

[identity profile] notacokeperson.livejournal.com 2015-02-20 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Was that totally a flinch when he mentioned waking up to a room suddenly being frozen over?

Yes, it was.

Karina frowned at her desk, rather than frown at him.
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[personal profile] notamascot 2015-02-20 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Kaylin Neya
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[personal profile] not_every_mage 2015-02-20 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Anders
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Re: Discuss!

[personal profile] not_every_mage 2015-02-20 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"I didn't want to admit it when I started developing powers," Anders piped up. He wasn't sure this was quite what they were asking, but he still felt restless enough to want to talk. "There were a few years where I managed not to do anything I couldn't deny. Didn't even really let myself think about it. And then one day I got angry and accidentally burned the barn down."

he ran a hand through his hair. "That kind of thing's common where I'm from too, but I still wouldn't recommend it. Got me into all kinds of trouble."
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Re: Discuss!

[personal profile] not_every_mage 2015-02-20 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"Learning about my powers, mostly," Anders nodded, managing not to raise his eyebrows at the mention of arousal. "That and not being twelve anymore. I can handle a lot of things better now than I could then. Externally, anyhow."

Internally he could be an emotional mess on good days, but as long as he wasn't lighting things on fire he was calling it a win.

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[identity profile] pasunereveuse.livejournal.com 2015-02-20 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Celia Bowen

Re: Discuss!

[identity profile] pasunereveuse.livejournal.com 2015-02-20 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
"My control is ordinarily very, very good," Celia offered quietly, with a hesitant little smile. "I've been brought up to be precise and calculating and in control of my powers, because there are...consequences when I can't."

And she wasn't going to talk about it explicitly, the -- past week. Nor was she going to bring up Rapture, even if plenty of people in the room probably knew what she meant. But she did offer, "I break things when I'm angry. That's the most common thing. Usually glass, or china -- something easily broken. Windows, teacups, lamps...and then, when I've composed myself, I put it back together."

She shrugged her shoulders, still a little restless (it was fading, though), and added, "I don't know how to fix that, aside from controlling my temper, and making sure that I don't hurt anything that might feel it." And she'd really been mostly successful, until fairly recently.

"I think it's mostly that I wish I could control everything, and then when I can't keep my own emotions in check, that...makes it worse. Any advice on that front might be welcome."

Re: Talk to the TA!

[identity profile] pasunereveuse.livejournal.com 2015-02-20 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Aside from drumming her fingers lightly against her desk, Celia wasn't showing any signs of her lingering -- whatever one might call that.

She was a fairly modern-thinking Victorian, but she still wasn't going to use any of the modern terms she'd heard to describe what had happened to her libido last week.
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Re: Discuss!

[personal profile] not_every_mage 2015-02-20 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"Exactly," Anders agreed. "Pretending might make it easier for you in the moment, but push comes to shove, you are what you are."

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[identity profile] sarcastic-vamp.livejournal.com 2015-02-20 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Carmilla Karnstein

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[identity profile] sarcastic-vamp.livejournal.com 2015-02-20 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Carmilla almost had to laugh at the topic. Control. She was getting close to losing hers, which meant she either had to go to the mainland to find someone to snack on, or just pick one of her fellow students to visit. She was hungry.

Re: Discuss!

[identity profile] sarcastic-vamp.livejournal.com 2015-02-20 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Carmilla shrugged. "You just have to go with it," she said. "Do what needs to be done and get over it."
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[personal profile] tigerundercover 2015-02-20 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Raven Darkholme

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