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endsthegame ([personal profile] endsthegame) wrote in [community profile] fandomhigh2013-08-05 02:11 pm

Practical Philosophy, Monday

Another nice day, another class outside. Ender had brought two pitchers of lemonade and some cups to go along with the sandwiches - he was thirsty, and he assumed the students might tend towards the same, even if it had cooled off a little bit in comparison to last week.

"I hope none of you were hurt during the shark attacks yesterday," he said, settling down on his end of the circle. "For all that it does to twist our minds and bodies, sometimes Fandom likes to settle for more old-fashioned terrors."

He pulled up his legs. "Some of us are used to this," he said. "I don't mean here, but out in our home dimensions. I'm not, but my boyfriend is. We react to these events accordingly. My first instinct is to stay indoors and minimize the risk I might be running by going outside. His is to fight and protect. Neither of these approaches is wrong, even if his is more dangerous than mine. They're determined by the way we've been conditioned to respond to danger."

"Most people have probably heard of fight or flight responses," he added. "When confronted with danger, the average human will choose to either stand his ground and fight, or run away so he can fight another day. Part of the choice are rational concerns: is this danger likely to come back and trouble me again if I leave? How high are the chances of me surviving this fight? Mostly, though, it's an instinctive choice."

"I was raised in a military school. While there were threats from my peers occasionally, most of our trouble was psychological. You had a reasonable expectation that you wouldn't be physically harmed, and you were not expected to have to physically harm anyone to get out of a dangerous situation." Except for Ender, at times, but they didn't need to know that. "What aggression we did have was channeled into competitive games. Ben, on the other hand, was raised in the full expectation that he would have to go out and fight, and his enemies would not care too greatly about his personal well-being. He was taken out into the world to find and confront those enemies. His instincts are active: he seeks out conflict so he can fight it head-on and rid himself of it. Mine are passive: I won't fight until I'm actively forced into a fight-or-flight situation."

His mouth quirked briefly. You had to know him pretty well to detect it wasn't a happy smile. "I would have fought, if I'd gone out into that shark rain," he said. "So it's not a perfect example. But my instincts told me to stay inside, to minimize the risk that I had to fight. At the same time, I learned at my school that you can't flee from your peers - that if a danger was actively posed, there was no way to out-flee it, so the best choice was to minimize the chance it popped up. What were your instincts? Why do you have them?"

Re: Before Class

[identity profile] nothornlessrose.livejournal.com 2013-08-05 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Cassidy poured some lemonade and grabbed a sandwich.

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[identity profile] nothornlessrose.livejournal.com 2013-08-05 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Cassidy
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[personal profile] arsenicmauls 2013-08-05 12:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Gertrude Yorkes
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Re: OOC

[personal profile] arsenicmauls 2013-08-05 12:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm considering making this Saint Bernard my desktop background just so I never have to stop looking at the cuteness. Good plan or best plan?
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Re: OOC

[personal profile] arsenicmauls 2013-08-05 12:32 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG IMAGINE HIM AND SARAH SNUGGLING. THEY COULD BE BEST FRIENDS.
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[personal profile] myownface 2013-08-05 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Sparkle
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Re: Talk to the TA

[personal profile] myownface 2013-08-05 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Sparkle wasn't too traumatized, though he was kind of sitting there and making faces right up to the moment class was let out.

He was still not a fan of this island, for the record.
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Re: Talk.

[personal profile] myownface 2013-08-05 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"Around here, with shit that makes no sense like falling sharks, I'll usually run," Sparkle admitted, wrinkling his nose. "Unless I have no other choice, or I know I can't win. I might throw a punch or something out of spite, but I'm not about to get my ass eaten by a bunch of toothy fucking fish if I can help it."

A beat.

"Kicking that hammerhead in the eye was satisfying, though. And going out there again with Cade's blaster. And even then I was close to the Demon Marcus door just in case."
myownface: (Ah.)

Re: Talk.

[personal profile] myownface 2013-08-05 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"Some, maybe, but that's not necessarily a good thing," Sparkle replied with a shrug of his shoulders. "I'd sooner keep running here than go back to Toronto where the rules are completely different and end up with a fight instinct getting me killed by the wrong guy with a gun along a shitty street in the dark. I mean, the gut reaction I have, I have for a reason."
Edited 2013-08-05 13:11 (UTC)
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Re: Talk.

[personal profile] myownface 2013-08-05 01:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"Dunno," Sparkle frowned. "The flight instinct actually got me killed here, once. Fighting wouldn't have changed anything there, though. She was playing cat-and-mouse. I was dead the moment she spotted me. Doesn't really change the kind of impression actually remembering your own fucking death leaves on you."

For anyone relatively new to the island who was still looking for an excuse to go home, there it was. You're welcome.
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Re: Talk.

[personal profile] myownface 2013-08-05 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't want any of this shit anymore. I used to get freaked out by this place when it did strange shit. Now I just get angry. I mean, I still do freak out. What the hell am I going to do against like six rows of fucking shark teeth? But this place, everything about this place, it's a piss-off. It's like the island is making toys out of us, we're all one big joke to it. So when I'm done freaking out, if I have a way to do so that isn't likely to get me bitten, I hit back."

He shrugged.

"It doesn't make whatever's attacking go away or even really change anything all that much, but shooting a few sharks or setting uncomfortable booby-traps in the offices of evil teachers at least makes me feel better. Takes the edge off the anger a little."
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Re: Talk.

[personal profile] myownface 2013-08-05 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"And then everyone back home'll be thrilled for the excuse to point and go, 'See? I told you so. Aggressive problem teenagers.' And then everyone'll be happy, because I'll have it out of my system, and they'll be right. Win/win."

It wasn't nearly so simple as that and Sparkle knew it, but he was starting to slip into 'glib and defensive' mode, again.
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