http://prof-cregg.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomhigh2005-11-10 02:27 pm
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Thursday Office Hour

[She sits at her desk, surfing the internet looking for non-skanky leather fashions. Feel free to stop in and chat!]


ETA: ((Conversation with [livejournal.com profile] notcalledlizzie is NFB behind a closed door. Bel, Maia, and Anya are ok for broadcast.))
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
"I've got no urge to mess with him again," Bel said, holding up his hands. "But if he screws around with me and mine, I'm not just gonna sit there and take it. No way am I going to sit there."

He sighed. "You can ask, I guess. I mean, only if it's not going to get you in trouble. You sure you're safe?"

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, Belthazor. I'm perfectly safe in the Shop. His touch doesn't seem to effect me, which I guess is good. Besides, he's all about manners. He might find it rude. Communication is all about reciprocity, you know.
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
"They don't teach us much about communication where I come from," Bel chuckled. He eyed CJ with new respect. "How come you're immune? How'd you manage that?"

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
I'm damned, not much worse than that, really. [She's completely comfortable with stating the fact. Almost like mentioning that her car is blue.]
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
"You're damned?" Bel raised an eyebrow.

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
Yep. What's a girl to do? [She smiles, and shrugs.]
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
"Most people aren't so...chipper about being damned. How'd that happen, or do you not wanna say?"

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
It's actually none of your business, Belthazor. You're a smart boy, and I bet you could figure it out if I told you I'm Catholic, and I've made some choices in my life that had consequences on my body and my soul. It happened a long time ago. I've had time to come to terms with it. I own my damnation. [She laughs lightly.]
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
"At least you had that choice then," Belthazor said. "Not everybody does. Maybe it's because you accept it that Crowley can't affect you. I don't know. But if you figure out the secret, can you let me know?" He grinned at CJ.

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
It's all about choice Balthazor. Free will...they don't make you do anything. Unless...um, can I ask you a really personal question?
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
"What?" he said warily.

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Beka mentioned, don't be angry, that you're a demon. Do you even have a soul?
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
"No real secret I'm a demon anymore," Belthazor said. "As for the other part...." He paused, debating his answer. A few months ago he wouldn't even have considered it. "Yeah," he finally said.

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, well...keep away from him. With a soul you can still be redeemed, demon or not. Don't let him corrupt you too, ok? [Her voice cracks with worry, and she looks like she might cry.]
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
He wondered why CJ looked so upset. "Having a soul doesn't mean you can be redeemed. It just means you're even more damned."

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
Not really. It's all about choice, Belthazor. You have free will...you can choose. Works and faith, my friend. You could be redeemed. For yourself. For Phoebe. [Her grasp on his arm is firm, but gentle, and there is deep belief in her gaze.]
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Puzzled by CJ's apparent faith in him, Bel said, "I just don't know if it's possible. Sometimes there really is no choice because others won't allow you to have one."

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Fuck 'em. Really. Don't let anyone guide your life but you, Belthazor. If you let others..,well, how'd you like what Anthony did? I imagine you didn't have to take it out on me, but you let it out anyhow. I really think you could make better choices, but it's up to you. I'm here for all the students. If you need...don't hesitate to come see me. Really. Apology accepted.
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Thanks," he said, mulling over her words. "I'll keep that in mind. And thanks for not getting me in trouble. I mean, I wouldn't have blamed you if you did, so, um, thanks."

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome, Belthazor. [She smiles sweetly at him.] Is there anything else?
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[personal profile] demonbelthazor 2005-11-11 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
"That was pretty much it," he said. "I just wanted to apologize and try to explain what happened. And it looks like you have people waiting to see you, so I'll get out of here so they can talk to you."

[identity profile] prof-cregg.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for coming in Belthazor. I'll expect to see you again. Soon. [She jiggles the mouse and clicks a link to a picture of a long leather coat.]
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