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fandomhigh2005-09-19 05:36 pm
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Open Office.
*Death, after adding some more decorations to the room - real actual nice-looking photographs, nothing garish - opens the door.*
Right in here if anybody needs me. Always am.
[Her mun, sadly, is in a mess of Issues and has not been around to post every day, but Death is here.]
Right in here if anybody needs me. Always am.
[Her mun, sadly, is in a mess of Issues and has not been around to post every day, but Death is here.]

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As you may have heard (http://www.livejournal.com/community/fandom_radio/862.html), I had an... incident (http://www.livejournal.com/community/fandomhighdorms/38376.html) last Tuesday evening. Professor Dream told me (http://www.livejournal.com/community/fandomhigh/87793.html?thread=3029489#t3029489) that the triggering nightmare (http://www.livejournal.com/users/bluemanoncampus/6167.html) was due to an accident on his part, but the underlying issues were already there.
I was preparing to ignore them when I had some epiphanies (http://www.livejournal.com/community/fandomtownies/39582.html) last Friday that forced me to realize that I can't remain like this. In short, I know that I need to come to terms with my past, but I don't know how.
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The dreams, I think, are a first step. The most important thing to do is tell. Tell stories, put yourself in the moment, and slowly move on.
*It's like grief therapy, with smiles.*