"I'm not really angry I'm just...off balance? I don't know what I am. Confused. It's confusing it's complicated and I didn't expect it and I'm just trying to get used to it because what else can I do? I'm not...I'm not falling apart because this isn't the same as when I did it's not the same at all and I'm not running away because I've fallen apart I'm just trying to adjust."

Which would be easier, of course, if the person Stark most wanted to talk things through with weren't the one who had caused all these confused feelings in the first place. Things were complicated!

"It's just something to get used to. I will be fine, eventually. I think. Now I'm...lonely."