Two out of the three previous relationships Liliana had been involved in had ended in death (her fault) and the other had collapsed from all the lies and betrayal (also her fault), so the idea of being broken up with because of being too good was, well...Okay, Liliana never really had to worry about any consequence of being too good.

"Not wanting to be angry and not being angry are two very different things." Probably. Liliana also really wasn't experienced in not wanting to be angry. "And it's possible to be angry and not at her. But regardless of what emotions you do or don't have, you're clearly not fine and trying to force yourself to be fine on a schedule just makes everything worse."

Again, probably?