She shrugged a shoulder. "That's where they wanted me to live. Down there in the dark with all the fucking monsters in my head. I made a choice a long time ago to spite them. Fuck Cerberus and fuck everyone ever was like 'em. I'll never be right and I'll never be good and I'll always be broken but I control who I'm gonna be and it ain't gonna be fuckin' that."

A brief pause. "Anger's a helluva motivator and I am almost always angry."