"Well, wehn I came here, people wanted to like, get to know me. I had friends and there weren't people mocking me for being a nerd all the time. And then, really early on in the school year, something kind of happened between me and a friend of mine and I was so sure it was because we were both really wasted. I mean, we agreed that's what it was and everything. And I keep telling myself it's this or that and never just, admiting it.

And when the assignment came it was the first thing that popped in my head and, and maybe I can't say it in class and I'm still a bit freaked about some one else seeing my assignment but," and he pauses here, swallowing hard before continuing, "My self directed homophobia is a problem. A bad one and I decided it had to go. So umm, my name is Jonathan Crane and I kind of, umm, like boys."